Remembrance

I spend my time,
going back in my mind..
the memories are still fresh
& the moments are still alive..

The thoughts were unripe
the ideas being immature
Anticipation..prospects..and expectation
these words were unknown..
Tomorrow was never a hassle
neither mournful was yesterday..
Mind full of cheeky ideas
ready to bowl out every now n then..
Howling..screaming.. n shouting
peeving the teachers the entire day...

The things then changed
& the ideas got conceived..
Sentiments..feelings..n commitment
deep in the heart got buried..
They melt down the anger
n instilled with warmth n care..
Stronger got the connection
with the unending love to share

Separate are now our ways
different however may be the opinion..
Still when i wanna know myself
I turn around n look for you..
U know me inside out
You talk..u scream..even u shout..
I healed u when u cried
& u were there always by my side..
Today i just wanna say..
Never go away..
With all my heart
i'll be right there for you..!!!

Benevolence

U cradeled me in ur arms
mellowing & caressing...
overwhelmed at my first step
ur dreams were here in...
I owe u for the sleepless nights
crying n waking u up at the midnight...
& u still with that honest smile
soothing me all the while...
U taught me those fairy tales
asking me to avoid lying...
Encouraged me to tread ahead
listening to my woes & my braggings...
U rendered ur unending support
& made me stronger day by day...
held my desires as ur own
u knew right all that i had to say...
U know all that blunders that i did
yet trying to alleviate my guilt...
Absolve me...i know u can
i look upon u as a deity...
Even a feeling of vacuity
keeps me gloomy all the night...
mom absorb me back,before saying good-bye
bestow ur blessings all through my life...
LOVE U MOM...